some days i just feel like i am going to lose it. i don't understand how i can spend another day raising (is that what i am doing?) these girls without going crazy. i yell too much, and spend too much time on my phone. i feel like my daughter is going to just be this spoiled, stupid brat because i am a failure as a mother.
but then i go to bed, and wake up, and face another day.
my daughter snuggles up to me in the wee hours of the morning, watching disney jr so i can sleep some more. my twins say "mama" when they see me, smile and laugh. annabelle does "scientific fairy research" or counts or says her abc's.
i know she's not stupid. she will never be stupid.
i know that as long as i give love to my babies, they will always love me and they will always need me. no matter how much i yell, they wont remember that at the end of the day as long as i try harder to not yell tomorrow.
i know i'm not perfect. i know ill have a lot of #momfail moments.
girl! you aren't alone in those #momfail moments. I yell entirely too much. and why? it's not like it makes him listen any better. in fact, he pretty much laughs at me when I yell. and my phone? psh...i'm right there with ya. I've been turning mine off though! so THAT I am getting better with :P it's like my lifeline...not gonna lie. but in all of our #momfail moments, are children are the best and we are amazing mothers!!!
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