1.13.2014

18. just...done

they changed aaron's deployment date again. its only a few days later than before, but this time they gave us a time. so i am pretty sure this is sticking.

found out they are closing the MWR over where he will be stationed. no free wifi.
he doesn't have a phone to use over there either. so i don't know when/how i will talk to him.
the start up for internet is ridiculous. $160 to start. the monthly isn't bad but i don't know if he will want to spend the start up cost.

i'm just already over this.
i'm emotional because i don't know how our communication will be.
i'm worried with limited communication our marriage will suffer.
worst feelings ever.

3 comments:

  1. bestie :( i'm sorry to hear they changed it again...I know you all have already been through SO many changes and he hasn't even been in that long! but I guess that's military for ya. ANYWAYS...I think aaron should seriously consider the start up fee for internet because his daughters can't go that long without seeing him and hearing his voice...you are an adult and if it were just you (without children) I am sure y'all would work through it...but they need aaron! hopefully he will consider it and that will be a done deal. as far as you being emotional and worried -- i'm sure those feelings are both very very normal and expected. it's ok to cry. I wish I could be there to cry with you <3 love you

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  2. PS: what is an MWR?? you should not abbreviate these things when you know i'm reading it...and have no idea about anything military!

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    1. MWR stands for Morale Welfare & Recreation. and i hope he will too. it will be a very long 9 months without it. he can go to the USO and talk for 10 minutes everyday, but he's only planning on 1 or 2 calls a week, so i think this development is gonna great more issues. thanks for being there for me bestie <3

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